le jollijeep

je lisais le site atheistnation et j'ai trouvé les vidéos suivants par donexodus2. je les ai vu et j'ai posté un sommaire pour chaque preuve dans sa liste. j'adore juste SCIENCE!!

part 1 neanderthal mitochondrial DNA, chromosomal fusion, retroviral DNA
part 2 summation

1. neanderthal mitochondrial DNA - hominids existed. neanderthals had music and buried their dead. the mtDNA illustrates that neanderthals are far from human. they were VERY not human.

2. chromosomal fusion - chromosome two is a fused pair of chromosomes that are still found separated in other primates.

3. retroviral DNA - virus that became part of the genome. illustrates human's common ancestry by comparing between existing retroviral DNA in other primates.

4. summation - the combination of embryology, genetics, anatomy, biology, etc of the different scientific disciplines confirms evolution.

pangalawang beses ko nang mananghali sa jollijeep (dyolee dyeep). dito kami kumain ni K kahapon. sa simula't sipol pa lamang. kahit nuong unang panahon. nuong febrero 1996 akong nagsimulang magtrabajo at alam ko na at namamasid ko na ang version ng carenderia sa makati - ang jollijeep.

iniiwasan ko lang nuon dahil ito ay nabigyan ng reputation na hindi malinis. PERO malinis naman sa aking paningin ang mga pagkain. at higit sa lahat, sari sari ang ulam at syempre ang walang kamatayang kanin. may pang dessert pa na saging. at softdrinks. Php 50 pesos lang. saan ka makaka kita ng ganun kamura at kasarap sa ciudad.

di ko malubos maisip bakit hindi ako kumakain nuon sa jollijeep. alam ko na! kasi maarte ako nuon. héhé. ang tawag dati namin sa mga maaarte ay mga yuppies na sa kasalukuyang nalalapit ang kilos at salita sa mga coño. pero may karagdagang kahulugan ang dalawa sa akin. ito yung pagpapanggap na mayaman. nga pala. ang salitang coño ay cunt sa ingles nabasa ko sa wordreference.com. hehe bulgar pala ang salitang yan.

qu'est-ce qui t'a pris

qu'est-ce qui t'a pris. c'est la question que je voudrais te demander. mais maintenant, cela n'a plus d'importance. je t'aime. c'est tout que j'ai besoin de savoir.

je viens d'acheter un disque dur serial advanced technology attachment (SATA) 320Gb. c'est assez nouveau pour moi parce que je suis habitude à des disques dur integrated drive electronic (IDE). ang kaalaman sa computers ay mabilis talaga mawala sa uso. ngayon ko lang sa totoo natutunan na mayruon na palang ganitong hard disc. et puis, j'allais aussi acheter des mémoirs DDR pour que mon ordinateur aurait 2Gb de mémoir mais malheureusement, ce n'est pas encore disponible. et puis, ma carte mère (motherboard) ne soutient pas DDR2 qui soutient 2Gb. elle ne soutient que DDR1 qui soutient 1Gb maximum. donc, je dois attendre jusqu'a DDR1 est disponible. maintenant, mon ordi a 512 Mb. pas mal ..

là, j'ai pris une photo de la carte mère. j'allais montrer cette photo aux gars de pc express mais j'ai fini par apporter mon ordi à mantrade (où il y avait un pc express) à sa place. héhéhé. à propose de la photo dernière. n'est-ce pas merveilleux que tristan l'a pris en utilisant mon portable?! galing .. très artistique! ^_^ ma soeur est à macau pour la semaine. je me demande comment c'est comme la-bas.

quelquefois, ma famille me manque. et quelquefois, nous prenons notre déjeuner ensemble. cela mon père qui a les cheveux blanc, ma mère et tristan, leur petit-fils (mon neveu) et la nouvelle bonne de cagayan de oro.

bon anniversaire

je viens de poster deux critiques pour les films suivants (mr vampire et death note) sur le site dangerousreviewers. c'est où quelques de mes amis, qui aiment écrire des critiques de films, pourraient poster leur critiques. dis-moi ce que tu en penses?

mr vampire [snip] the story is filled with, i suspect chinese folklore, about the nature of the dead. how it continues to "live" after life. my favorite part was when the taoist? monk discovers the rogue vampire and tries to (and fails) to capture it using his own stock of undead. en savoir plus, clicques le titre.

death note 1 and 2 (the movie) [snip] death note is about a magical book granted by shinigamis (death gods) to certain mortals. the book basically kills people. the chosen mortal writes down the name of his/her enemies. and possibly, but not necessarily, the nature and circumstance of their deaths. and those people who have their names written down on the death note helplessly die, written circumstance fulfilled. at the very least, having your name written down on it grants you death by heart attack. en savoir plus, clicques le titre.

au travail. c'est la deuxième anniversaire de la compagnie et le patron est arrivé (françois, le père et eric, son garçon). ils ont preparé des tartes et des sandwiches, des vins rouge et blanc du coeur de france. je me demande s'ils goutaient authentique. par exemple, quand je prenais le cours francais à maternelle academie à mandaué, cébu. et puis, la professeur nous enseignait comment faire la quiche lorraine. cela temps, je ne l'aime pas bien. mais n'importe comment, j'ai trop mangé.

windows service pack 3 (SP3) est maintenant disponible. je parlais à un ami qui travaille pour MS. il était d'accord aussi que VISTA a perdu. personne veux installer ce system sur les ordinateurs. c'est trop lente. peut-être dans l'avenir, quand leur ordinateurs sont plus avancé.

j'ai un torticolis depuis hier ... merde! mais après j'ai lu ce qui c'est passé en chine, toutes mes problemes sont parties. je ne peux pas imaginer combien de personnes ont péri .. 20 mille .. je souviens quand j'étais au collège et il y a un autre tremblement de terre à bagiuo. remarques que bagiuo est une ville qui est située haut des montagnes au nord du luzon. il étais 1991 julliet 16. beaucoup de personnes ont péri aussi. c'est pourquoi j'ai trouvé bizarre qu'il y a ce gars qui a demandé l'un. évidemment, il ne sait pas ce qu'il voulait.

de plus, bon anniversaire (K) mon amour. savais-tu que c'est aussi l'anniversaire d'être ensemble (notre liaison)? je ne comprends pas ce qui s'est passé entre nous. tu m'a dit que je ne dois jamais parler de ton anniversaire. tu m'a dit aussi que je ne dois jamais aller ta maison. et que je ne dois jamais te donner des cadeaux. mais pourquoi? pourquoi est-ce que tu ne me parles pas? ce n'est pas NORMALE!? ce n'est pas JUSTE!? sauf si tu ne m'aime plus. ç'est une histoire entière différente. je vais te souhaiter une bonne vie et je ne vais te deranger plus. je te veux d'être heureux. c'est tout. je ne pense pas aussi que je merite cet traitement. mais je t'attends parce que quelque chose comme ceci. c'est rare surtout pour moi. je vais t'aimer toujours .. tu m'a dit aussi que je dois attendre 2 jours. le jeudi. on va voir ..

spinning sugar exhibit

le déjeuner (k) m'a appellé pour me dire que j'ai laissé mon portefeuille au chez moi. ça signifie que je ne vais rien pouvoir manger de toute la journée. en plus, je dois aller chez moi à pied. je souhaitais que k viendrait peut-être à moi mais il doit avoir manger quelque chose ce matin parce qu'il a eu mal à estomac.

mon ancien ami de l'université Mariano Ching "Nano" et Yasmin Sison "Min", sa femme, auront encore une fois, une exposition d'art le samedi mai 10, 2008. 12h00. j'allais lui présenter finalement a nano et min mais ils ne y seraient pas. on me demande comment comprendre des ouvres d'art et je les reponds .. "essaie-toi de le sentir"

événement: spinning sugar
que: exposition d'art
galerie: mag:net galerie
quand: samedi, mai 10 at 12:00pm
ou: mag:net katipunan

[snip] Spinning Sugar runs from .. at Mag:net Gallery, 335 Agcor Building, Katipunan Avenue, Loyola Heights, Quezon City. For details or inquiries, contact the gallery at 929-31-91 or email magnetgalleries@gmail.com or visit www.magnetgalleries.com


quelque noms, des verbes, et des adjectives qui j'ai appris aujourd'hui ..

fredonner = to sing softly/hum
nouer = to mat
s'efforçer = to strive oneself
brailler = to yell
glousser = to chuckle
reculer = to shrink back
fut = être
voler = to steal

le potin = noise
la chouette = owl
l'hulotte = tan colored owl
le plumage = bird feathers
la proie = prey
la crise = crisis

mordoré = bronze
insolite = étrange
routière = road
badin = playful

10 questions

quelques mots que j'ai appris de lire harry potter tome 1 (l'école des sorciers). je viens de le finir et maintenant je vais le relire mais ce temps je vais remarquer les mots que je ne comprends pas.

quiconque = whoever
la sornette = nonsense
le perceuse = driller
quant à = regarding
la moyenne = mean/average
craigndre = to fear
convaincre = to convince
éloigner = to take away
l'épouvante (f) = terror
s'eveiller = to wake up

10 questions qu'un athée ne pourrait pas repondre bien du site de john paraiso. je vais les repondre plus tard quand j'ai le temps ..

1. origins - scientific theory of evolution. big bang theory.
2. the problem suffering, sickness, and death
3. cure for man's suffering, esp. her existential loneliness
4. meaning to human activity - jean paul sartre.
5. intrinsic value - there is no instrinsic value.
6. morality - humanism.
7. government - socialist and liberal.
8. religion - religion is institutionalized and legalized superstition.
9. authority
10. death - we are worm food. we will all decompose. it is then truly imperative to live life to the fullest. example to love deeply as if there is no tomorrow. we know only of this life.

washington sycip park

i was looking at the list of national mottos. and i found them interesting. notice for example how progressive nations put little or no importance to religion and superstition. these nations make policies based on rational thinking and science.

Les Philippines: Maka-Diyos, Maka-Tao, Makakalikasan at Makabansa (Tagalog, For God, People, Nature and Country)[86] .. Former: Isang bansa, isang diwa (Tagalog, One nation, one spirit) - when and how did this change occur? i suspect christians at work ..

Les Etats-Unis: In God We Trust (official) and E pluribus unum (Latin, Out of many, one) (de-facto) - changed by christians in congress in 1956

France: Liberté, égalité, fraternité - vive la france!

Espagne: Plus Ultra (Latin, Further beyond). Former: Una, grande y libre

Japon: Peace and Progress

makati. j'ai pris ces photos en utilisant mon portable nokia 3500 (un portable qui est très bon marché) . imagine. j'avais travaillé dans cette ville il y a dix ans. et j'y ai passé souvent quand je suis en route au edsa. ce parc est dans le centre de la ville (près de greenbelt 1).

when i feel trapped. when its crowded. when there are too many voices talking at the same time, or when i need to recollect my thoughts and feelings. when i need some quiet. some peace and calm. i take some alone time. normally .. i am never in need to impose, so instead of telling people to move out (of the situation / or to leave me alone) or such, i move myself out. i take my alone time without permission. i walk around the city. i lock myself in my bedroom. i climb a flight of stairs to the rooftop. anywhere where i could be. just be. where i need to breathe deep and consider the universe. looking from the outside - in. or rather from the inside - out, much like parks in the middle of the city. alone time is where people can momentarily get away from it all. even if its just for a few minutes ..

things now seem to have changed. i have people around me that i need to consider before myself .. this is fine. i could live with that - having to deal with people around me. people i trust in this case. but i need them to respect their boundaries. my boundaries. and i theirs. i need to communicate.

laiya aplaya batangas

je suis à padre garcia. pendants les autres acheteraient des trucs. par hasard, j'ai trouvé un café d'internet en route à la plage avec ma famille sauf mon père qui a resté chez pacita. je pense qu'il était trop fatigué pour voyager.

its good business. religion. why else would they have outlets all over the city in every block. taking in profit by requiring citizens of the state to come every week or else burn in hell? -- in the parish sto. rosario san pedro laguna, the parish priest responded to the question of opening its books for public scrutiny. he said and i quote .. “bukas lang ang libro sa mga nagbibigay ng donation sa simbahan” .. its not very transparent then. -- when people go to church and give money. they are thinking its being given to charity. but how much of it really goes to charity. and how much goes to the legal defense of pedophiles among their rank?

spore

Bangkal Makati.

SPORE est un simulateur de vie complètement original, créé par Will Wright, le papa des Sims. Un jeu où toutes les possibilités s'offrent à vous : création, exploration, colonisation ... Le désormais légendaire Will Wright travaille au développement de ce titre multi-plateformes.

it seems good as it illustrates (accurate or not) rudimentary ideas of the science of evolution. we all know how much we need that - the rational approach, especially at times like this when superstition and ignorance reigns supreme. despite the huge amounts of empirical evidence against it. science itself is threatened when bible schools take over america teaching their kids fairy tales. we need to teach children rational thinking. that nothing just magically exists. it takes time. it's a long process of mutation and natural selection.

i'm still not sure if i am going to get one for myself. i was never a fan of the sims except sim city. and i remember sim tower. the game seemingly became more bloated as with the operating system it ran on. it became too big and cumbersome to play. i hope its different for SPORES. the core idea of guiding evolution of your species is sound. and might even be fun!! judging from the few SCREEN SHOTS i have seen over the internet about this game however, i was not very impressed. i hope they compensate with quality music. mais qu'est-ce que t'en penses?

pinoy_atheist@yahoogroups.com> how did science influenced unbelief in gods/goddesses/supernatural?

in the ancient times when people worshipped the weather and the heavens. people didn't have an accurate understanding of nature and this lead to incorrect decision making. anything they didnt understand. they attribute to something beyond nature. the supernatural. i am thinking. this still happens to this day. something nice happens and people immediately "thank god".

thru science we have a closer understanding of nature. we know that when it rains. this is due to precipitation in the clouds. not so much about an unseen being which wants to cause heavy traffic (when it rains), or cause floods as some sort of punishment.

this is a critical shift in the way we view and then solve the human condition. example - we are sick not because we are being punished. we are sick for all sorts of natural reasons. some of which we can fix. its wierd for me when people pray for health and still rely on science (for back up?). because it's fact that the science of medicine have discovered ways to cure and treat illnesses. it is not all for sure as our understanding of nature is still in progress. this is a distinction between praying for recovery because some god needs its retribution; and a systematic understanding of what is causing the illness and making appropriate action to fix it.

weak atheists

From the atheist forum (pinoy_atheists@yahoogroups.com) -- Has anyone encountered a weak atheist? Literally weak. Someone labeling himself as an "Atheist" when in fact he can't even defend what he believes and just using it for the glamour it can bring.

i would not say that there is no god. this makes me a "weak atheist". someone who would say that there is no god is a "strong atheist". note the distinction. i would say i do not know or that there is no evidence to it. like hawkins. he'd say it is highly unlikely.

i am honest to myself that i do not see visions, nor hear voices in my head as claimed by some theists that they converse with god. everything that happens has a logical explanation. and for those which doesn't seem to have a logical explanation. i would say that we need to study it further. thru science we have a closer and more accurate picture of nature. i dont want to jump into conclusions. when we hear thunder, it's not that thor decides to express himself, but rather it is the sound of lightning when it hits the air and produces the sonic shock wave.

i ask the same question of the theist. why believe? he's reason was good experiences, and good people around. this is an odd reason to believe in a god because good experiences and good people happens to everyone. including mohamedans and rizalistas. to hindus. and every type of theist. if good experiences and good people are to be taken as proof of existence then that makes the gods of other types of theists just as valid. existence then must be independent from our experiences.

i gave the example of the continent of africa. i have never been to africa. empirical evidence that is easily verifiable points to that africa exists. even though i have not actually been to africa. i know (by empirical evidence presented) that it exists. this is not the same when we are talking about gods and goddesses. as usual i fail to explain to our theist friends. and the conversation went to focus on subjectivity. suggesting that truth is subjective. the earth was never flat.

to prove the existence of anything we need to define what it is. a lion with wings is lion with additional appendages that enable it to fly. and this again was met with an odd response. that there is no need to define god (their version of it). this leaves me with the thought that theists don't know who or what they're worshipping. they just do wether it be a rock or the worm that lives beneath it. as long as it seemingly renders them with goodness in their lives. and there lies the danger.

i can see why they would continue to believe in gods and goddesses. some people need religion. to put meaning in their lives. having not read about jean paul sartre. they have been programmed. i suppose i have long since given up trying to educate them. this allows me to coexist with them. i am not seen as a threat anymore. nor would i want them to see me that way. its just a pity to witness ignorance and not be able to do anything about it. except maybe point it out.

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JUNG TOPOLOGY TEST

Your Type is INFP
Introverted 89
Intuitive 12
Feeling 38
Perceiving 22

[snip] gentle being .. develops imaginary playmates .. have the ability to see good in almost anyone or anything. Even for the most unlovable the INFP is wont to have pity .. Their extreme depth of feeling is often hidden, even from themselves, until circumstances evoke an impassioned response.

ces dernières semaines, j'ai vu les films suivants. j'allais écrire une critique de film pour chaque un mais j'ai devenu assez occupé. beginning to reconnect with asian films. just as i liked to watch jacky chan when i was growing up.

- death note 1 et 2 (japonais) - japanese lore
- mr vampire (chinois) - chinese vampire lore.
- street kings (americain) - typical hollywood.

playboy philippines

Playboy Philippines draws flak from Church - [snip] MANILA, Philippines - The new version of Playboy which will be distributed in the country drew flak Thursday from members of the Catholic church hierarchy who warned that it might have adverse effects on a nation already beset by moral problems. .. “Whatever is its contents, if it would destroy the moral stature of the people, it should not be permitted here," Quitorio said in a telephone interview.

nakikialam na naman ang simbahan sa kung ano ang puede at hindi natin basahin? panuorin? matutunan? at maranasan? at bakit naman hinahayaan ng mga tao ang panghihimasok ng simbahan sa kani kanilang mga buhay. tinanong ko ang kaibigan kong social worker ng gikan ng lyon france. tungkol dito na conservativo ang kulturang pinoy. at ang sabi niya ay hindi daw talaga tayo conservativo kung hindi tayo ay mga hipocrito pag dating sa tema ng SEX. napaka luma pa din ang ating pananaw sa sex. sinusundan pa din natin na ang SEX ay masama at nangyayari lang sa loob ng kasal (pre marital sex), madumi ang pagjajakol (self sex). at higit sa lahat hindi daw dapat nasasarapan dito (divorced from pleasure). galing ito lahat kay saint agustin. at ito ang patuloy na tinuturo ng simbahan at mga escuela nila. kaya sa tingin ko maraming retarded sa topic ng SEX. isa na ako duon.

makikita ang pagka hipokrito natin sa paglalabas ng playboy philippines. dahil siguradong bebenta ito sa takilya. (takilya??) importante sa akin ang freedom of expression. hindi ba't kayat nagkalat ang evangelization sa tv. sapagkat nahahayan silang mag pahiwatig sa nais nilang ipahiwatig.

may tanong ako .. bakit hindi siya katulad ng playboy na lahat natin nakagisnan nuong tayo ay nagbibinata. gagawin pang tago ang sexualidad? when we should celebrate sexuality as it is part of being human. regardes les bresiliens, les francais, les anglais .. les gens d'europe. ils s'amusent la vie parce qu'ils ne sont pas inhibé (inhibited).

à propos de (b)

voici un chat édité entre moi et (p). nous parlions de (b), un autre ami. un bon ami ..

(m): balita?

(p): wala naman bago

(m): sana weekend na. im bored

(p): ikaw? ano balita?

(m): ito im (a bit) afraid of (b). essentially and i quote "kasama kami sa mga pinaikot niya with his stories". as it seems. we were manipulated into thinking something. and yet, he seems to be an okey down to earth and level headed guy. and now, these things make me think twice about having him around. what if he twists something and then he makes me look bad. and then he did say he likes (k). and he jokingly told me to be wary. i know he wouldn't do anything. i trust him implicitly. and i trust (k) implicitly as well. in fact, i owe (b). he was there when i needed help with (k). i consider him a close friend. which is why i want to talk to him about this. i want to tell him that i (we) his friends are there for him.

(p): kick him out of the house. lol. :)) you'll never know. he might be hitting you na. nakatalikod ka.

(m): he is a friend. i dont want to abandon (b) .. just that .. i want (k) and me to be more wary of (b) now that we have seen his pattern of misinterpreting reality. did i tell you that earlier he told me that him and (n) were together? and i thought that (n) was being a jerk. because i believed (b). and (n) was far from being sweet to (b). but now it made sense that (n) was aloof. they're weren't really together.

(m): hindi naman siguro (that he will backstab me). (b) is a good person. i have seen his good heart. normally he has good intentions but when he misinterprets reality, thats when he makes wrong decisions. esp when it comes to matters of the heart. we all do crazy things when it comes to that.

(m): finally. he has made apologies to all of us. i know that what he did. he really did believe them. he was not acting out of malice. does he have actual remorse? i still feel, he feels has been wronged. he has not even apologized to the one person he owes an apology the most. but this is already none of my business. it's out of my hands.

(m): as a friend, i can only be there for (b). je suis juste là. mon ami ..

FITNA

Le film anti-Coran d'un député populiste néerlandais. tu peux télécharger le film de ICI.

[snip] FITNA s'attarde sur (dwells upon) des exécutions en Irak ou des prêches d'imams contre les homosexuels et les juifs. Evoquant "les Pays-Bas demain", il montre des femmes voilées (raped women), des enfants ensanglantés (bloodied children) et des homosexuels pendus (hanged homosexuals). Il se poursuit par un bruit de page déchirée : non pas celle du Coran, comme cela avait été annoncé, mais celle d'un annuaire téléphonique : Geert Wilders veut ainsi inviter les musulmans à "déchirer (to tear down) eux-mêmes un texte qui propage la haine (hate)". "Les musulmans vous demandent de la place pour l'islam, mais l'islam ne vous en fait aucune", souligne aussi le texte. Il conviendrait de "vaincre" cette religion, comme ont été vaincus le nazisme et le communisme, a expliqué le député.

[snip] "Si des musulmans se sentent insultés par de telles images, ils sont insultés par la vérité", a-t-il déclaré. IF MOHAMEDANS FEEL INSULTED BY SUCH IMAGES, THEY ARE INSULTED BY THE TRUTH. Geert declared.

.. mais n'est-ce pas la vérité pour toutes les réligions qui sont judéo-chrétienne?

après 5 mois, éthan est devenu très mignon! il est maintenant plus adorable. il n'a pas le visage des Sales (la famille métisse de ma mère) mais j'aime ses yeux. je rappelle des personnages de pokémon héhé.

à propos de l'arrangement entre K et moi. je continue à prendre mes repas sans riz. à sa place, je prends des nouilles (noodles) et plus legumes, et de la viande. i had a huge relapse last weekend. i smoked 5 sticks. it was not really a relapsed as i am not really going back to smoking. its just a little disappointing that i run to it (that its an option) everytime i feel anxious.

38 QUESTIONS que j'ai copié de cessna.

1. Name one person who made you laugh last night? quand (K) m'avait donné une caresse sur le cou parce qu'elle chatouillait bien.
2. What were you doing at 0800? je suis allé au bureau.
3. What were you doing 30 minutes ago? picking my nose.
4. What happened to you in 2006? j'étais à cébu. j'ai écrit un petit article.
5. What was the last thing you said out loud? j'ai oublié.
6. How many beverages did you have today? deux tas du café, c2, fit and right, de l'eau.
7. What color is your hairbrush? noir.
8. What was the last thing you paid for? déjeuner.
9. Where were you last night? dans l'appartement.
10. What color is your front door? blanche.
11. Where do you keep your change? dans mon sac à dos.
12. What’s the weather like today? il fait pleut et il fait beau aussi.
13. What’s the best ice-cream flavor? double dutch?
14. What excites you? hmm .. you mean sexually, une caressse sur le cou?
15. Do you want to cut your hair? non pas vraiment.
16. Are you over the age of 25? oui .. j'ai 35 ans.
17. Do you talk a lot? oui je parle beaucoup à mes amis quand je suis avec eux
18. Do you watch the O.C.? non.
19. Do you know anyone named Steven? je connais un stephen?
20. Do you make up your own words? hmm peut-être?
21. Are you a jealous person? absolutement.
22. Name a friend whose name starts with the letter ‘A’. Aileen?
23. Name a friend whose name starts with the letter ‘K’. Kiks.
24. Who’s the first person on your received call list? je ne sais pas?
25. What does the last text message you received say? ah, not really baka dun lang yun malapit sa metro badminton ... un message de benjo.
26. Do you chew on your straw? oui.
27. Do you have curly hair? oui.
28. Where’s the next place you’re going to? au libraire où je vais sortir et diner avec des amis.
29. Who’s the rudest person in your life? maintenant c'est le gars de travaille qui s'appelle M
30. What was the last thing you ate? la nouille (noodles).
31. Will you get married in the future? non.
32. What’s the best movie you’ve seen in the past 2 weeks? je pense que Death Note 1 et 2 sont bon.
33. Is there anyone you like right now? oui il y a quelqu'un .. ^_^
34. When was the last time you did the dishes? j'ai oublié.
35. Are you currently depressed? non.
36. Did you cry today? ce matin. je pensais que K m'a quitté.
37. Why did you answer and post this? je suis juste curieux.
38. who else would you request to answer these? tout le monde!

l'arrangement

nous avons négocié un arrangement la semaine dernière. je vais arrêter de prendre du riz dans mes repas sauf le dimanche pour que je vais perdre le poids. et puis, tu vas arrêter de fumer. pour l'instant tout va bien. aujourd'hui pour déjeuner, j'ai pris du rouleau de printemps (spring rolls), du pain de fromage (cheese bread), et C2. et puis hier pour diner, j'ai eu de la soupe de miso, de la viande, du tofu. et après, du café. il n'est pas difficile comme j'ai précédement pensé surtout quand il n'y a personne avec nous. il est different et plus difficile quand il y a d'autres près de nous qui mangent du riz.

nous avons plusieurs de querelles les semaines dernières. je suis vraiment désolée. je ne veux jamais t'a fait souffrir. tu sais que je t'aime toujours. quand nous parlions sur le toit de notre appartemment. je blesse quand je t'ai vu que tu criais. tu m'a vu aussi. je criais comme toi. je ne ferais jamais ça encore. jamais encore.

thanks to (b). i was able to follow you to your house in greenwoods. i was so afraid of us being over. i was angry at you for leaving without even saying goodbye. without a word. i thought it was so inconsiderate of you. did you do it out of spite? i am afraid to ask. you knew perfectly well that it was going to hurt me. i wanted to get drunk. i wanted to forget the pain. when we got to your house. i was happy to see your face. you werent angry but you were smiling back at me. you seem to be ignoring me at the beginning but later you seem to have forgiven me. you were giving me tender caresses at the end of the night. i dont care who is right or wrong anymore. i just care about you. i understand whats happened. instead of taking care of your feelings. i was too pre occupied of my own feelings. i was selfish. pardonne-moi s'il te plait. mon amour. mon meilleur ami. ma vie ...

simoun reviens à manille. simoun qui vient d'amérique, qui part la mecque de programmeurs MS. je te comprends quand tu parles de la tristesse d'être l'étranger, très loin de ta famille et tes amis. je comprends bien. i understand too well. i remember coming home from work. the front yard was dark lit only by the lamp post across the streets. i could barely make out the other houses beside mine. it was soo depressing. no amount money was worth that feeling of being alone. i opened the door to the kitchen. i was alone. life was empty. being abroad is not as exciting for me anymore. surtout maintenant que je pense que j'ai trouvé ma destinée. je suis si heureux que j'ai revenu aux philippines. simoun a raison. la vie dans les philippines est plus riche et plus complete.

ce weekend, je me dédis d'une promesse. j'ai fumé. 20 pesos. j'espere que c'est juste pour aujourd'hui ..

la grève des transports

nous avons réveillé tot ce matin. nous sommes allé au EDSA mais on ne pourrait pas trouver quelque bus ni jeepneys. ils ont une grève. les rues étaient vide sauf pour les voitures privé. et puis pour les autres comme moi qui n'a pas de la voiture. on s'est rendu compte qu'on doit marcher. de mantrade à valero, je me suis reussi à arriver au travail 1 heure plus tard. nous avons eu de traverser un pont au EDSA. sur le pont, il y a des enfants des rues et d'autres mendiants (beggars). en fait, le pont était rempli de mendiants, des pauvres, des ordures (rubbish - cigarette butts, fastfood trash, et spit) .. eewww ..

je lisais le blog d'allan . des enfants des rues (streetchildren) les ont attaqué. imagines ça! allan et sa femme (jen) sont assez gentil créatures commes des fées. éthereaux comme les sidhes les dirigeants d'arcadie. ils sont philippin-chinois héhé.

j'ai remarqué qu'il y avait plusieurs grèves cette année. les pauvres apparaissent plus visible, plus violent, plus puissant .. pendant l'un des grèves à ayala avenue. j'allais chez moi. trois femmes m'a approché et elles m'ont demandé si j'avais des monnaie. j'ai souri et je les ai dit que je n'ai pas de l'argent. plus tard, un autre coin, une autre groupe de trois femmes m'a approché. elles m'ont demandé la même chose. ce temps, je les ai cri que leur compagnons étaient sur l'autre coté. c'est fou! n'est-ce pas?

when i see them roaming the streets. i ask myself if this is what our society thinks of what is humane. to have them be born and suffer a life of hunger, poverty, and dependence. is it not more humane if we had them not to have been conceived at all (via contraceptions). why are we allowing people who cant afford to have children, have children.

je me sens comme je suis dans la chanson EVE OF DESTRUCTION par mcguire barry. une bonne chanson .. si nous allons au karaoke ce weekend. je vais chanter cette chanson sans aucun doute.

The eastern world it tis explodin',
violence flarin', bullets loadin',
you're old enough to kill but not for votin',
you don't believe in war, what's that gun you're totin',
and even the Jordan river has bodies floatin',
but you tell me over and over and over again my friend,
ah, you don't believe we're on the eve of destruction.

Don't you understand, what I'm trying to say?
Can't you see the fear that I'm feeling today?
If the button is pushed, there's no running away,
There'll be noone to save with the world in a grave,
take a look around you, boy, it's bound to scare you, boy,
but you tell me over and over and over again my friend,
ah, you don't believe we're on the eve of destruction.

Yeah, my blood's so mad, feels like coagulatin',
I'm sittin' here, just contemplatin',
I can't twist the truth, it knows no regulation,
handful of Senators don't pass legislation,
and marches alone can't bring integration,
when human respect is disintegratin',
this whole crazy world is just too frustratin',
and you tell me over and over and over again my friend,
ah, you don't believe we're on the eve of destruction.

Think of all the hate there is in Red China!
Then take a look around to Selma, Alabama!
Ah, you may leave here, for four days in space,
but when your eturn, it's the same old place,
the poundin' of the drums, th pride and disgrace,
you can bury your dead, but don't leave a trace,
hate your next-door-neighbour, but don't forget to say grace,
and you tell me over and over and over and over again my friend,
ah, you don't believe we're on the eve of destruction.

je voudrais savoir ce qui est l'amour

take this an oppurtunity for you to find the job that you really like. you mentioned teaching. or i havent the chance to tell you about being a medical transcriptionist, which i heard from (N). hopefully the new job would be free from the harassment by the group you unluckily found yourself in at (the call center). this is also an oppurtunity for you to cite the reasons for your resignation. don't name names. i suggest for you to just mention specific instances of the harassment. the hostile environment would explain your low morale thus your low produtivity. and the actions you made like approach HR and its passive response. also i think it would be proprer to admit your limitations. be concise and less poetic.

you are going to apply for a job today? you can use the polo shirts we bought yesterday.. apparently XL in the states is maybe 4XL in the philippines. you look great in big shirts.

i know you are in pain yesterday night. i have already admitted it many times that im bad at this. you can tell me whats wrong. i dont like it if you hurt especially if i am the cause. if i had done something you need to tell me so id be aware of it. i wont make the same mistake. i need you to help me understand. is it about DOTA? i was hoping you trust me enought ot tell me. sometimes i feel there are always people around us which keeps you and me from talking. dis-moi.

enfin, i think im just not cut out to be in a relationship. i make a lot of stupid mistakes. im in love with you. i want to be with you. when you hurt. i hurt. i am going to be here for you. im sorry if you had a miserable time with me. i didn't wish it to be that way. i want you to be happy. you need to tell me what ive done. i'm not good at words. i'm not good at expressing myself. i'm just not good at speaking. when writing i feel i have better command of the words. i dont want you to be unhappy. if you feel you made a mistake with me. i am going to prepare for the worst. im going to be fine (not really). before i met you. i was resigned to living the rest of my days alone anyway. you are right. i am not good at it. i suspected that i didn't deserve you. this is proof of it. i end up hurting the people i love .. toujours, max

i want to know what love is by foreigner

I gotta take a little time,
a little time to think things over
I better read between the lines,
in case I need it when I'm older

Now this mountain I must climb,
feels like the world upon my shoulders
Through the clouds I see love shine,
it keeps me warm as life grows colder

In my life there's been heartache and pain
I don't know if I can face it again
Can't stop now,
I've travelled so far, to change this lonely life

I want to know what love is, I want you to show me
I want to feel what love is, I know you can show me

I'm gonna take a little time,
a little time to look around me
I've got nowhere left to hide,
it looks like love has finally found me

In my life there's been heartache and pain
I don't know if I can face it again
Can't stop now, I've travelled so far,
to change this lonely life

I want to know what love is, I want you to show me
I want to feel what love is, I know you can show me
I want to know what love is, I want you to show me
(And I wanna feel) I want to feel what love is
(And I know) I know you can show me

Let's talk about love - I want to know what love is
The love that you feel inside - I want you to show me
And I'm feeling so much love - I want to feel what love is
No, you just can't hide - I know you can show me
I want to know what love is (let's talk about love),
I know you can show me
I wanna feel it too - I want to feel what love is
I wanna feel it too, and I know and I know -
I know you can show me
Show me love is real, yeah -
I want to know what love is...

Gygax meurt

manunuod sana kami ng ciné kagahapon. pero habang kumakain kami ng hapunan. bigla akong nakaramdam ng inis. parang lahat ng sinasabi sa akin ay pagkutya o paginsulto. iniisip ko na biro lang ito ng mga tao. i am a cheerful and quiet guy and i dont normally explode except on very specific situations. (1) i feel im cornered (2) i see someone i love cornered.

i remember seeing everyone laughing at something or someone. the story was about a certain (E) who i didnt want to be around with for reasons beyond the scope of this rant. they were telling me that i was going to have to deal with (E) anyway when i specifically expressed that i didnt want to. i was becoming agitated at the thought. but apparently noone was taking me seriously. everyone was laughing (at me). i exploded.

(K) approached me and told me everything. i felt even more stupid after. i was not ashamed for exploding. i thought i had every right to. i am sorry though for ruining (K)'s surprise and the whole plan for the night. i offered to just go through with it. but everything's ruined. im glad that i didnt say anything id regret.

(K) felt distant and occupied on the way home. nous avons pris un bus. this was it. (K) va me quitter et je serais seul encore comme toujours. soupire. i cried in public. something i dont usually do. i cried because everything has changed. there was no more tender caress. there was no warm hand holding mine while we wait to get off the bus. j'étais seul. and then the voices came back. i didnt deserve to be happy. it was all my fault. i am too emotional. i am out of control. peut-être c'est ma vraie destinée .. être seul .. :(

Dungeons & Dragons co-creator dies at 69 Saying goodbye to the grandfather of the role-playing game phenomenon. snip .. Dungeons & Dragons players create fictional characters and carry out their adventures with the help of complicated rules. The quintessential geek pastime, it spawned a wealth of copycat games and later inspired a whole genre of computer games that's still growing in popularity.

i started playing dungeons and dragons in college where i met with an odd group of nerds, outcasts, closet gays, writers, and artists (some of whom became lifelong friends). we found comfort in the worlds and people we created. i remember my first character. rod (rodrigo) the human mage. and our first encounter were giant ants. after casting sleep which didnt have any effect on the insects. i had to climb up a tree to escape. (sigh) .. the good old days ..

en commémoration de la disparition de gygax, le grand-père des jeux du role, j'ai souligné ceux MONDES DE DONJONS ET DRAGONS que j'ai visité à travers des années surtout quand j'étudiais à l'université.

* Le monde de Faucongris (Greyhawk)
* Les Royaumes oubliés (Forgotten Realms)
* Oriental Adventures (Extrême-Orient)
* Al-Qadim (Mille et une nuits)
* Maztica (conquête du Nouveau Monde)
* Chronique, une série de suppléments pour les règles de base
* Lancedragon (univers épique)
* Dark Sun (dark fantasy)
* Spelljammer (cosmic fantasy)
* Planescape (basé sur les voyages interplanaires)
* Ravenloft (horreur gothique)
* Birthright (où les joueurs incarnent des rois et dirigeants)
* Rokugan, le monde du Livre des cinq anneaux (type Japon médiéval fantastique) pour le Guide de l'Orient (Oriental Adventures de la 3e édition)
* Kalamar (low-fantasy réaliste)
* Eberron
* Midnight (la résistance dans un monde conquis par le Mal)

les sept chakras

un autre taureau (D) m'a presenté cet examen en ligne qui parle des chakras. l'examen est composéde 56 questions. il y a 7 chakras. ils sont des centres d'energie. chaque dirige notre psychologie. je l'ai entendu en premier quand je regardais le dessin animé AVATAR (The Last Air Bender). quand ang (l'avatar soi-même) allait ouvrir ses chakras pour combattre le prince tombé zuko, le prince de nation de feu. et voici mon résultat au-dessous.

CHAKRA TEST.

1) root: under-active (-31%) - security
2) sacral: open (50%) - feelings and sexuality
3) navel: under-active (-38%) - confidence
4) heart: open (6%) - love, kindess
5) throat: open (19%) - self expression
6) third eye: under-active (-19%) - insight
7) crown: under-active (-19%) - wisdom

hindenburg

au debut, je dois dire que le week-end était toujours le mieux parce que je l'ai passé avec toi (K - mon petit ange) et d'autres amis de bm qui sont aussi mes nouveaux colocataires. j'étais extasié pendant le weekend entier, comme j'étais en ciel (en paradis) surtout quand nous nous sommes embrassé pour le premier temps. (soupire)

je me rappelle que j'ai rencontré à toi et ton copain à la fête surprise pour l'anniversaire de (A) il y a quelque mois. c'est quand j'ai apporté du palabok de lagune à makati en bus. je vous ai rencontré et je vous ai aimé immédiatement. nous avons devenu amis pour réel jusqu'à j'ai commencé à me sentir quelque chose pour toi. j'ai écrit une lettre que parle de mon béquin pour toi. je comprends que je n'ai aucun chance. je suis laid, gros, pauvre, et stupid. je suis un idiot surtout quand tu es près de moi. j'ai rien sauf que je veux te faire heureux. je veux t'aimer. je veux te servir comme un esclavage. je le sais complêtement. je l'ai declaré parce que je meurs dedans si j'avais resté silencieux.

hindi pa rin ako makapaniwala sa mga pangyayari. hindi pa rin ako gising. isa itong panaginip. mayruon ata akong pagasa lumigaya. hindi ko maiwasan na matakot sapagkat para na akong adik na lagi na lang kitang hinahanap. lagi kitang iniisip. nasisiraan na ata akong ng bait. iniisp ko paano na ako kung mawala ka. at sigurado na ako duon. marami naman mas may itsura, mas bata, mas may pera, mas magaling sa beep. héhé mas may maibibigay sa yo. ayaw ko din palang isipin ito. nalulungkot lang ako. at patuloy ko na naman pinagbibintangan ang mga kakulangan ko. pero kanina sa bus. nung nagusap tayo sa almusal tungkol sa sitwasyon. parang ang dami kong gustong gawin sa yo. este. marami akong gustong gawin natin. héhéhé

qu'est-ce que les étoiles disent? depuis c'est la saison d'amour, je vais poster des liens que parle d'amour comme la compatibilité entre la vierge (moi) et le taureau (K). mais je dois dire que JE NE CROIS PAS en horoscopes. OK?! ^_^

1. l'attraction entre le taureau et la vierge. (a) Relationship Rating: 9 (b) Passion: 8 (c) Communication: 9

2. love test. For Taurus: Problems usually arise in the bedroom, however in all other areas you and your Virgoan will do remarkably well. You are both practical and hard working. (Source: Love Test) For Virgo: You both share the same high standards and, needless to say, are not the most exciting couple on earth. This is a much better connection during the last half of life. (Source: Love Test) Love at first sight. Homebodies who share the same intellectual pursuits. Good as a team. They have everything in common. The only thing they may need to work on is the sexual part. Taurus is much more physical but Taurus could probably waken Virgos sleeping passion They are a good money making combination. Good from the word go. (Source: Astrology Fun)

3. star sign compatibility reading. le taureau avec la vierge. Both Taurus and Virgo are somewhat practical, and concerned with material comfort and security. Each of you favours "the real world." Neither of you likes to take chances with your time, money, energy or feelings. You're both dependable and a bit conservative. Due to Virgo's naturally cautious nature, this relationship can take awhile to develop, but once it's established that both partners are in it for the long haul, it's like a runaway locomotive, running on its own power and difficult to stop.

^_^ mais apparemment, j'espere que c'est vrai! héhéhé (hypocrite??) .. je suis en colère avec moi-même. avec toi aussi. qu'est-ce que tu me fait mon ange?? je ne sais pas ce qui se passe avec moi. je pense de toi sans cesse. je te cherche constamment. je verifie si tu m'as envoyé des SMS. je deviens fou. quelqu'un m'aide!!!!

la séductrice

ce week-end, nous avons passé toute la nuit chez glenn. nous avons bu de la bière légère. donc nous ne sommes jamais vraiment ivre. j'apprends encore absence de mon ami (K) surtout quand j'ai recu son message. mon ami me manque. je me demande si (K) sait ça. je me suis ennuyé jusqu'à la nuit avait devenue plus interessante quand la tantatrice qui s'appele (J), est venue. c'était une belle créature mais comme ses autres frères et soeurs d'enfer, ils peuvent ensorceler le plus coeur pur, comme moi héhéhé . ils sont très dangereux. (K) le m'a prévenu ...

ce week-end aussi, j'ai déménagé à makati avec de nouveaux amis de bm. il y a trois de nous dans l'appartement. héhéhé donc je devine que c'est comme ménage à trois?? héhéhé. c'est pour rire!!

about long distance relationships. there is a good point made there. there is the variable of time. this is true for regular relationships. when we say it works. its necessary to qualify with for how long does it work. and what exactly does "a relationship that is working" mean?

my parents for example (both dragons and is discouraged in the chinese zodiac ) had for a long time been in a long distance relationship. my father was an OFW. my mother worked back here. after more than a decade they continued to have a "relationship". when papa came back. they argued constantly about the smallest of things. bickering developed into a habit. then my mother had this piece of wisdom to offer me when i complained about the bickering. they remained together this long only because they were mostly apart.

people stay in relationships (long distance or otherwise) because they need something from each other. that each provide. this might be economic security as in the case of my mother. this might be sexual gratuity (as in the case of .. beep). emotional comfort. intellectual. artistic. spiritual connection. even religious reasons and the like. there is a need that the other provides. when the need is gone. and sometimes they do. we see a change in the relationship.

this brings me to my final point. for those who are single (i think konti lang tayo dito sa bm) . aimes-toi and maybe we are single because we already have everything we need .. héhé

avoir le béguin pour

comment dit-on "he/she has a crush on him/her" en français? la langue française est vraimente la langue d'amour parce qu'elle a beaucoup des explications juste pour cette phrase.

1. il/elle a le béguin pour lui/elle = she has a crush on him/her.
2. il/elle a craqué pour lui/elle = she cracked for him/her.
3. il/elle a un kick sur lui/elle = she a kick? on him/her. (quebecois)
4. il/elle a une toquade pour lui/elle = she has a ? for him/her.
5. il/elle a le coeur qui bat pour lui/elle = she has a heart which beats for him/her.
6. il/elle en pince pour lui/elle = she clawed some for him/her.
7. il/elle a un (petit) faible pour lui/elle = she's feeble? for him/her.

le vendredi soir, j'espérais prendre le diner avec quelqu'un qui j'aime. je voudrais dire à K comment je me suis sentais. malheureusement, il y avait les autres qui sont venu avec nous. bien que je me suis les amusé aussi. j'ai attendu la nuit à finir. et l'opportunité n'est venu jamais. ces jours passés, j'obséde. j'en ai déjà parlé avec bxxx et rxx. je les demandais ce que je dois faire. ils pensent que je dois déclarer mes sentiments ouvertement. mais bien sur, je ne pourrais jamais faire ça. son coeur appartient quelqu'un - son copain. ce serait très compliqué. en plus, K ne pourrait jamais m'aimer. ce serait fou pour moi à croire que quelqu'un pourrait m'aimer. personne ne pourrait jamais t'aimer max, parce que tu es si gros et si laid. n'oublie jamais que tu es stupid. tu es LAID OK!! ... ok je sais .. je sais bien :(

c'est la lettre qui a mis fin notre amitié -- salut k. j'ai devenu triste après j'ai lu ta lettre. depuis tu me le mentionne il y a une semaine. il n'y avait pas quelque oppurtunité. il y avait les autres gens avec nous. en fait, ce que tu dis que tu seras seul. je ne vois pas que ça serait passe parce que tu as beacoup d'amour à donner. tu as une bonne et une forte personalité. ça te fait .. très facile à aimer. c'est pourquoi j'écris cette lettre. j'ai voulu te dire que je t'aime. toujours. -- max ... après 2 jours de torture, K a répondu .. (sigh) .. nous restons comme des amis. c'est cool ..

sa kabilang dako, nakausap ko si lapin brun na ulit. naglolokohan pa din kami sa chat. nakakatuwa kasi kahit na ganun ako. hindi pa din niya nakalimutan na sa kabuuan ay magkaibigan na kami ng matagal. at dapat yun ang nangingibabaw. nagdedate-date na din siya. magandang balita yun. dahil gusto ko makahanap siya ng ligaya. kahit na hindi sa piling ko. nandun pa din ang aking supporta bilang isang tunay na kaibigan. naging mabait siya sa akin. naintindihan niya ako. iyun siguro ang kulang sa iba kong nagustuhan. yun bang .. naibalik yung pakikiramay. di ko ma explain. oh well, c'est tout.