decks de champions: rang 1

je regardais des decks en tête 8 dans le monde 2008. j'ai trouvé un deck fée qui a mis rang 1. probablement, mon deck de rêve. comme tu vois, le deck utilise un autre arpenteur: jace beleren.

et bien sur, c'est une autre grande façon pour apprendre la langue. voici des verbes et des noms que j'ai appris jusqu'a présent.

LES VERBES

piocher une carte = to draw

engager les terrains = to tap lands

arriver en jeu = to come into play

acquerir le control de la creature = to gain control of the creature

contrecarrer le sort ciblé = counter target spell

se défausser de cette carte = to discard this card

infliger X blessure = to deal X damage

mélonger votre bibliothèque - to shuffle your library

confronter un adversaire = clash with an opponent?

LES NOMS

l'entretien = upkeep

la réserve = mana pool

la cimitière = graveyard

jusqu'a la fin du tour = until end of turn

Rang (1) Couleurs (bleu, noir) Joueur (Antti Malin) Deck (Fées)

Créatures :
4 Clique brumelien
2 Clique Vendilion
2 Semeuse de tentation
4 Farfadette cafouillesort

Sorts :
4 Âpre fleur
4 Commandement cryptique
4 Saisie des pensées
1 Terror
3 Ambitions brisées
4 Distorsion d'angoisse
3 Retrait d'âme

Terrains :
4 Mutecaveau
4 Rivière souterraine
4 Ruines englouties
4 Vallon retiré
1 Conseil des faeries
6 Island
2 Marais

Réserve :
2 Jace Beleren
2 Archimage du Vallon d'Elendra
1 Fracassement cérébral
1 Semeuse de tentation
4 Gel immédiat
4 Infestation
1 Contemplation

bon anniversaire maman!

incident at my parents. papa took a walk around and fell i am guessing. it was hours before some samaritan brought him home. he is so weak now. unable to move an inch, unable to focus, and talk as he used to. he's exhibiting very odd behaviour. odd even for him.

i took a few smokes around the corner after a rather depressing epiphany. when i got back. i saw a couple of guys at the gate with papa leaning on to one of them. i knew something happened and hurried. they told me everything. i thanked the guys for bringing papa home. i wish i could have done more like pay for gas. but it dawned on me late the proper etiquette. i slowly walked papa inside giving him bits of encouragement. but i am genuinely worried. i think it is only a matter of time now.

it started a week or 2 ago when the family had lunch at the festival mall to celebrate my brother's birthday. i told mama that we have to prepare for the worst. i strongly feel this is it. i am not sure how i feel about it. i am sure of one thing. i would feel sorry for mama because i know she loves him very much. to us children though, we grew up while he was abroad and so we failed to create that bond.

mama and my sister ruth went to a wedding dinner today at the manila hotel (wow sosyal! joke!! héhé). it was great to see them all made up. i don't get to see them like this everyday. but when they do. they are so pretty.

j'aime bien ma famille .. sigh

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knuth revient

a mini reunion. i still remember knuth (the pc used by aris) back at weserv. funny i don't remember mine or rob's. and for that matter anyone else's. was it newton or pascal? back then we named our computers after the great scientists. the scientist knuth was unfamiliar and it sticked.

it was nice to run through old memories. the trips abroad. office politics. old friends and rivals. the factions within the office. the good old times. i have been to several companies. nothing has compared to how fun and great it was to work there. i had friends and we would go to greenbelt to hang out. walk along ayala to EDSA going home. we were gods. far from what i am getting in the present. i must admit it i have never been so humiliated.

we asked ourselves rob's the back in time question. what will we do had we knowledge of the future and then we came back to the past. what will we do to change things. for me i would have been a much happier person. i would have seeked people i knew now and tried to help them. it would have been nice to have been able to help them. i mean. of course this has nothing to do with weserv so it doesn't count.

the place we hanged out in was new. old swiss inn behind manila peninsula. i'd come back there when/if i could. they served fondue. (what is a fondue anyway? un plat au fromage) the place was a bit more expensive than i am used to but we only live once right? and besides rob and aris were paying :p

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before coming to the reunion i had a quick side trip to the mall to run some errands for taz. for some reason doing things for the person i like gives me pleasure. but it finally hit me during dinner. this was going nowhere. i should stop whatever this is. it's not working for me. the sex was indeed a good thing but i hate to admit it. it is time to let this go.

i could not stand it when taz ignores me. comme je n'existe pas. this is not just me imagining things. i know this for a fact by the way taz steer clears of my direction. or even when we were together and taz would be somewhere else. the conversation turning stale as if there was no connection at all between us. at first i thought it was part of the game that we are forced to play to put up appearances but now i think it is what it is. et puis, j'ai découvert qu'il est sorti avec quelqu'un. it's crazy because i don't have any right to feel this way. and yet i do. betrayed. pourquoi en secret? wala kang K max. ok?

i am still struggling with the concept of free love where i find myself obviously burdened by it. maybe because i need to acknowledge that i am at a loosing end at this. being emotionally unavailable and i am the exact opposite. i made myself too available. i could not think of anything else. waking up. during the day. when i am about to sleep. i am obsessed. i thought i'd be fine giving it out without requiring a response. but the fact is the response had always been. a BIG FAT NO.

turns out i am not really up for it. so the pursuit ends here. sometimes i worry for taz. that i'd like to feel needed. that i am there to take care of taz. i'd still care of course and i will help when i can. it is not a switch that i could just turn on and off. in fact, i still genuinely care for all the others. but i have to think of myself too. je me sens que le vaisseu-mère approche. why give love to someone who doesn't need it right?

T_T

tournoi: 25 juin 2009

je suis allé au UM à coté de DLSU. je veux apprendre ce qui se passe pendant un tournoi. les moindre détails. les regles du jeu. le frisson de jouer contre d'autres joueurs autre que mes amis. j'ai gagné 1 booster pack de shadowmoore. je me suis amusé bien l'expérience.

1er jouer

- 1er jeu: gagné.
- 2ème jeu: perdu.
- 3ème jeu: gagné.

2ème jouer

- 1er jeu: gagné.
- 2ème jeu: perdu. faute. joué sans terrains
- 3ème jeu: perdu. faute. joué elspeth sans un blocker (par exemple 1/1 soldat)

3ème jouer

- 1er jeu: perdu.
- 2ème jeu: perdu. faute. fait tombé l'equipment frappe-devant béhémoth contre une creature avec protection contre le blanc

bant exalté 2: édition revue

10 dégâts sur le 3ème tour? comment? vois ci-dessous ..

1ere tour - forêt = invoque noble hiérarche
2ème tour - plains + noble + forêt = invoque moin de guerre rhox
3ème tour - 2 plains + noble + forêt = invoque rafiq aux nombreux
- attaque moin double strike = 3 + (1 noble) + (1 rafiq)

les différents shards d'Alara

bant - blanc / bleu / vert - feudal system presided over by angels
jund - rouge / noir / vert - ruled by the laws of predation, , with dragons at the top of the food chain
esper - blanc / bleu / noir - artifact creatures through infusion with etherium
grixis - bleu / noir / rouge - dominated by demons and necromancers
naya - blanc / rouge / vert - worship the gargantuans who flourish on their plane

mon deck bant exalté (preparé par obiwan kenobi)

sortes: 11

4 Path to Exile
3 Elspeth, Knight-Errant
1 Finest Hour
2 Behemoths Sledge

créatures: 27

3 Jenara, Asura of War
4 Sigiled Paladin
4 Noble Heirarch
4 Rafiq of the Many
3 Rhox War Monk
3 Dauntless Escort
4 Qasali Pridemage
2 Battlegrace Angel

les terrains:

4 Seaside Citadel
7 Plains
7 Forest
4 Island

l'hypertension artérielle

le samedi matin, j'ai pris mon examen medical. je découvre que ma hypertension artérielle est 140 sur 100 (borderline). 140/100 mmHg

SNIP ..

The first number (140) is systolic pressure, measured when the pulse is first heard.
The second number (100) is diastolic or resting pressure, when the pulse is no longer heard and the mercury level drops.

Qu'est-ce que je dois faire ...

* Following a healthy eating plan
* Doing enough physical activity
* Maintaining a healthy weight
* Arrêter de fumer maintenant! - 2 jours
* Managing your stress and learning to cope with stress

eliminer des fuites mémoires

si vous rencontrez des fuites mémoires comme ci-dessous

Detected memory leaks!
Dumping objects ->
f:\sp\vctools\vc7libs\ship\atlmfc\src\mfc\strcore.cpp(141) : {65369} normal block at 0x0B0F5A68, 27 bytes long.

1. mettez un point d'arrêt préférablement au debut du program.
2. remarquez le numéro. par exemple {64135}. le numero ne doit pas changer. s'il change, trouvez des numéros qui ne changent pas.
3. ajoutez un watch.

Nom: {,,msvcr80.dll}_crtBreakAlloc
Valeur: 64135

4. redéboguez l'application.
5. vous allez voir un point d'arrêt sur debugheap.c.
6. regardez la call stack.
7. et puis, trouvez où des fuites mémoires se passent.

ange de morosité

je suis un ange de morosité. un ange avec une disposition morose. ^_^

je viens de réussir à obtenir une ange de grâcebataille (gratuitement) et des nobles hiérarches au debut cette semaine. avec un peu de chance, je vais obtenir un autre elspeth tirel.

malgré le fait d'avoir les cartes requise .. je continue à rencontre plus opposition.

la fête du cinéma français 2009

j'ai réussi à voir 2 films. j'étais avec mes amis donabelle, dino, et benjo.

Dimanche, Juin 7
Flandres - 5:30 p.m.
Director: Bruno Dumont
Cast: Adélaïde Leroux, Samuel Boidin, Inge Decaesreker, Patrice Venant, Henri Cretel, Jean-Marie Bruveart, David Poulain, David Legay
Running Time: 1h 31mn

Ma Saison Préférée - 8:00 p.m.
Director: André Téchiné
Cast: Catherine Deneuve, Daniel Auteuil, Marthe Villalonga, Jean-Pierre Bouvier, Chiara Mastroianni, Carmen Chaplin, Anthony Prada, Bruno Todeschini, Michèle Moretti
Running time: 2h 5mn

plus qu'un engouement

j'ai un engouement pour tasslehoff. le halfelin. ce matin, je viens de découvrir qu'il m'aime bien aussi. mais heureusement ou peut-être malheureusement, il ne m'aime pas aussi que je l'aime. je suis just le plan cul. the steady lay as one puts it with less vulgarity. friends have warned me not to get too attached but that's exactly what is happening. je suis sans remords bien que je sais qu'il est déjà marié. ma philosophie - la vie est trop courte.

je sais que je ne dois pas en faire une telle histoire de ce qui s'est passé mais c'est une grande chose pour moi

1 juin - la vierge n'est plus une vierge
5 juin - je ne suis plus obsédé ou suis-je??
8 juin - pas certain ..
12 juin - le sex a devenu plus facile

i don't know where this is going. so a part of me is saying. let it go max. are you content with the occasional hug? kiss? i suppose i should be. it's not like love comes knocking at my door every minute of the day. it doesn't happen to me often. and when it does, ill exhaust all possibilities. d'ici là .. je m'amuse ..

tomber en disgrâce

im glad i saved up on the last stick of .. magic herb. i sure could use it tonight. i hope the mothership comes for me soon. living among humans has been very difficult. i have experienced enough of their suffering. i was trying to pretend to be one of them. but i think it becomes obvious that i'm not. going to have to tell the tehch guys to improve whoever is coming back to the research on them. make the next one better. better looking. better behaved. more intellingent. more charismatic.

i can't wait to go back home. planet pluto. which is no longer planet. i wish i could stay home for good. i don't want to go back here. it's too much. too much blame. too complicated. too many issues. i don't fit in anywhere. i am wierd whereever i go. even amongst my host family.

the voices back. they grow loud every night when i am by myself. i walk around the room and turn up some music. slyvie vartan. petula clark. the germans ich and ich. then the voice seem to go away. only to come back again when the music stops playing.

i want to go back home ... when is the mother ship coming ...

si j'étais captain max

here is another me me me moment. i thought i don't look bad as captain of a starship. what do you think? the shape of the face is different (it's a lot thinner) but friends say it's recognizably me. i can't stop being narcissistic. so i wonder why do i constantly get a rejection whenever i .. attempt to establish communications. sigh. i think i was born screwed up that's what. hahahaha.



i have several issues with this cool widget. how come women are not equally represented? how come the number of species to choose from is limited? and not all captains look like kirk. others look like picard, janeway, archer .. héhé

le jeu des cartes exaltés

selon maitre obiwan, je besoin d'obtenir les cartes suivantes si je veux gagner les tournois. on va voir. j'ai essayé de jouer contre dino mais j'ai perdu. héhéhé.

les sortes
4 Path to Exile
3 Elspeth, Knight-Errant**
2 Finest Hour
4 Ardent Plea

les créatures
3 Dauntless Escort*
2 Battlegrace Angel*
4 Qasali Pridemage
4 Noble Heirarch**
4 Akrasan Squire
4 Rafiq of the Many**
4 Rhox War Monk

les terrains
3 Bant Panorama
2 Seaside Citadel
7 Plains
6 Forest
4 Island

* - chère
** - très chère

le hédoniste

mais pourquoi est-ce que quand je le dis, il résonne pathétique.

ça fait 4 mois depuis le taureau et moi se sont séparé. pour l'instant, il était été difficile. je suis sorti avec moradin. mais ça n'a pas marché. maintenant, je me suis entiché du halfelin prince qui est déjà marié. sigh. all the good ones are taken right?! T_T

avec le taureau, les voix ont disparus. mais j'ai perdu ma confiance quand j'ai perdu le taureau. les voix sont de retour. j'essaie d'apprendre des deux moradin et halfelin. moradin m'a appris le concept du libre amour. le halfelin m'apprend d'améliorer ma confiance et comment drague-t-on.

je souhaite que je trouverai le vrai amour bientot parce que je me sens que j'ai tant d'amour à donner.

hier soir, le taureau m'a manqué encore. je criais qu'il a raison tout le temps. des gens sont animaux. ils se sont seulement interessé à avoir des relations sexuelles. je ne suis jamais un hédoniste bien que je rêve de partouzer avec halfelin, moradin, et smog. je veux la réelle chose. c'est l'amour romantique.

le coursier

get drunk friday

are you on a path to self destruction because the future is bleak and life is empty?

est-ce que tu es déprimé, fatigué, triste?
est-ce que tu es niveaux trois et moins?
est-ce que tu es un perdant?
est-ce que tu es un échec en amour?
ikaw ba ay depressed, pagod, malungkot?
ikaw ba ay level 3 below?
ikaw ba ay isang loser?
ikaw ba ay bigo sa pag-ibig?
do you feel ugly, inadequate, lost and adrift?

si tu réponds OUI! (hell yeah?!) aux questions au-dessus, alors tu es invité cordialement à nous (des autres perdants) joindre le vendredi pour une nuit de manger et boire. bawal ang mga swerte o walang problema sa buhay! héhéhé joke lang. tout le monde est bienvenu!

cost-benefit analysis

j'ai fait cette liste ce matin afin de calculer s'il va arriver ou si c'est une bonne chose. j'ai mis +1000 pour un item (amitié) parce qu'elle est la plus précieuse pour moi. mais la question reste .. est-ce qu'il m'aime assez vraiment qu'ils se quitte? c'est importante que tu declares tes sentiments. je ne suis pas certain comment je ferai ça .. le résultat de mon analyse est peu concluant. T_T

[PRO]
cute mag dota +100
cute mag magic +100
SUPER cute siya +100
mabait +100
humourous +100
agnostic? +100
ok kausap +100
barkada +1000
real feelings +100
intelligent +100
level headed +100
down to earth +100
non smoker +100
charmant +100
honest +100
sa taas siya +100
sa baba ako +100
open-minded +100
happy person siya +100
emotionally available +100
cute toenails niya +100
cute magsalita ng ingles +100
compassionate +100

[CON]
dota pero di ako magaling -100
magic pero di ako magaling -100
low self esteem -100
pervert ako -100
di ako mamayaman -100
matanda na ako -100
smoker but trying to quit -100
immature -100
pinagaagawan siya -100
history of cheating (both sides) -100
di ako magaling o walang akong alam dun -100
takot sa mumu at dilim -100
level 2 lang ako -100
level 10 siya -100
against ethical values (taken siya) -100
ako tamad sa bahay maglilinis -100
nothing to offer except lab -100
feelings not reciprocated -1000
depressed person ako -100
delusional na may chance ako w/ anyone -100
naa ko patay na kuko. -100
trying hard ako palagi -100
arrogant ako -100

pro total = 3100 +
con total = 3100 -
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total = 0 +/- (peu concluant)

what will happen if the king of the castle finds out? naiisip ko na yung scenario eh. i'm walking then a black van keels over the side of the road. a couple of muscular men wearing black masks over their faces gets off carrying huge automatic firearms. i stopped unable to decide on what is the best course of action. i could summon a griffon imperial but that would take too much time. which i do not have. one guy points the gun at me. and another commands in a booming voice. "thou shall not covet thy neighbor's wife"

several bullets hits me. i struggled to keep standing but my knees gave way. i looked down on my shirt which is now damp and red with my own blood. i fell on on my back and stared at the night sky. wishing i had more time .. ayan .. hahahahha yana ng mangyayari pag nalaman ng hari ng castillo na may gusto ako sa princess niya hahahahhaa.

le rejet

nanakawin ni astroboy yung panty ng princesa. itatago niya sana ito forever and ever. amen. hahaha. pervert? or fetish niya lang yan. minsan nakabisita si astroboy sa castillo. at habang walang tao. hinanap niya sa hamper ang mahiwagang panty. pero bago siya nakakuha nang mahiwagang panty biglang may pumasok na tao sa kwarto. aaaaaw sayang. hahaha. sayang. next time kung may next time. kukuha na talaga si astroboy sa bundok ng gamit na damit. edi sana bawas labada pa sa kanila. grabe ka naman astroboy ha. yes yes astroboy is insane. pero alam mo kasi. ang mga losers. desperate yan eh. wala silang choice but to resort to pervert este covert operations. hahaha.

j'ai lu un article a propose du rejet. how to recover from it.

SNIP .. The second truth about facing rejection is that you can recover from it. However, you will never resolve this loss if you push it away through denial or other self-destructive behavior. You can take the following steps to recover from rejection:

1. Be aware of the different stages of grief you are experiencing. denial, anger, bargaining, depression, bitterness or acceptance. -- IM STUCK AT DEPRESSION :) oks lang.

2. Keep repeating to yourself that rejection is part of life and if you continue to pursue your dreams, they will eventually come true. -- NOT TRUE .. GIVE UP MAX! hahahaha!

3. Make plans to actively face the pain of rejection by writing about it in a journal. -- BEING DONE.

4. Begin a regular exercise program and feel the pain of the rejection eventually move through your body until you feel the weight of it lift and float away. -- THIS WORKS! i feel much much better after aimlessly walking around the city.

tu ne convoiteras ..

Tu ne convoiteras point la maison de ton prochain ; tu ne convoiteras point la femme de ton prochain, ni son serviteur, ni sa servante, ni son bœuf, ni son âne, ni aucune chose qui appartienne à ton prochain.

je me suis amusé bien le dimanche. nous avons mangé du palabok et nous avons joué magic: l'assemblée chez tasslehoff. et puis, nous avons pris le diner à amici qui est un italien restaurante près de don bosco.

je ne pouvais pas détourner les yeux de lui. il était si pur. si beau. si jeune. ses bras étaient blancs et un peu mince mais musculairs. mais ce n'est pas juste son apparence. c'est aussi son comportement vers moi (alors, vers tout le monde). il est très gentil. il a de la humilité et de la sincerité. il est charmant et très aimable surtout quand il fait souvent des blagues. certains en pouvaient attester. sigh ... souvent, j'ai besoin de me rappeller qu'il est déjà pris. i like it most when i squeeze out an emotional response. any emotional response. because anything tas does is adorable in my mind.

quand il a pris un bain, je me suis réussi à sentir ses oreillers. ils sentent bon. j'ai imaginé que si nous étions ensemble. nous dormirons ensemble. et il serait parfait. pourquoi est-ce que je suis affecté? evidement, je suis affecté parce que je l'a aimé secrètement. mais si je lui dis ce que je voulais lui dire, n'est-ce pas la même chose comme une déception.

mon esprit est déjà pleine des pensées impures. quand il est revenue son chambre et il était mi-nu. c'est ça! je dois partir! je ne pouvais plus en prendre. son seul presence était séduisant. c'était quand j'ai pretendu que j'ai eu besoin de partir la chambre. i was trying to avoid complicating further a complicated matter because i am guilty already the moment i stepped in the room. i was already unstable. i was already emotionally compromised as they say. phew ... sigh. je sais. je sais. j'ai devenu obsedé. je dois arrêtre afin de continuer l'amitié. TU DOIS ARRETRE MAX!!! ARRETEZ-le!!! ... arretez-le .. arretez-le ..

le prochain matin. je me suis senti mieux. je me dis. calmes-toi max. ok lang yun. wala ka namang ginawang masama (pa) AT wala ka rin gagawin o sasabihin OK dahil maraming mas mahalaga sa buhay bukod sa .. iyon. héhéhé relaks lang tayo max. T_T ...

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nakapasok si astroboy sa kwarto ng princessa. at tulad dati niyang nakaugalian. hinanap niya kung saan tinatabi ng princessa ang kanyang mga damit panloob. lalo na yung gamit na mga panty. nagawa niya na ito nuon. ang magnakaw ng panty at itatabi niya ito. may kakaiba kasing ugali si astroboy. mahilig siyang umamoy ng panty. kakaiba din ang epekto nito sa kanya. maraming nagsabi na nakakadiri daw ito. pero para kay astroboy. hindi naman ito kadiri. fetish niya lang ito. pero para hindi siya mabansagan manyak. hindi niya na lang sinasabi sa iba tao ang bagay na ito. sa mga kaibigan niyang matalik siguro alam nila. so ayun. malaya syang nagmasid. naghanap. ang mga mata niya ay nag patalon talon sa bawat sulok ng kwarto. at kanyang nahanap ang mahiwagang panty ng kanyang pinaka iibig, pinaka hinahangaan na princessa. lumapit siya sa bundok ng mga maruruming damit at napaglaruan niya na sa kanyang isip kung paano niya bawat isa hihimayin ang bundok upang makita ang mahiwagang panty. pero bago siya nakarating dito. may boses ng consenya ang nagsalita.

"hoy astroboy! wag mong gagawin yan" ang sabi ng boses.

nahiya naman si astroboy sa kanyang balak. pero sayang ang pagkakataon. pero nangibabaw ang kahihiyaan. kayat simula noon, bagamat hindi niya nakamit ang mahiwagang panty. paulit ulit niyan itong pinagiisipan ...

ano ang leksyon ng kwento? ang leksyon ng kwento ay dapat napagbigyan si astroboy sa pagkat dulot ng hindi niya pagkamit sa mahiwagang manty siya ay naging lalong obsessed dito.

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ano ang prueba mo na level 3 ka astroboy? prueba? eh alin pa ba ang prueba kundi ang track record mo. di ba laging kang basted. héhéhé. oo nga. isa pang basted. demoted to level 2 ka na. okedokee. level 2 it is ..