mardi, décembre 28
colegio de san juan de letran. quand j'étais jeune, j'ai étudié dans cette école. et il s'agit tous suivant les règles. tous les étudiants étaient commandé ce que faire, penser, et croire. there was no room to be yourself and self expression. in fact one time, a kindred was stripped of the prize just because he was kindred. [family tree] les choses que j'ai apprendu de ce projet. (1) comment la famille est fragile. (2) une différente sens de qui j'étais et d'ou je viens. i am not just a macapobre. neither i am just a sales, a paredes, a picadizo, a guitierrez, an ortega, a tejana, a rodriguez, a rico, a wasawas, a bubuli, a tanod tanod. i am all of them. (3) appreciation of history, sociology, genetics. how easy it is to diffuse a bloodline. three generations away from hermogenes. [golden girls] one of my all time most favorite show. ce groupe de vieille femmes qui habitent dans une appartement. ces femmes a apporté le rire a chez moi beaucoup de temps. i feel i know them personally. even my mother likes it. the storylines are simple and hilarious. i could watch and find myself laughing even at the reruns. my favorite is dorothy because shes the smartest. but everyone is a favorite. each has something adorable about them. rose for instance is simple and childlike. sophia is blunt wise, and grumpy. blanch is vibrant and alive. shes more alive to me than some people i know. i was browsing friendsters and found some people who might as well pretending to be them. i cant find blanche though. [reunions] j'ai vu des amis de fujitsu et de l'université. we talked about the lunch outs. after-work trips to burger king with their bottomless soda. having bigger desks. japanese vs american workplace, phone, internet usage, trends in the tech industry, plans for the immediate future. about people who werent present. life after weserv. relationships. sex. porn. the works. how friendships were made because we didnt hold any judgements (i think). we compared notes. everybody knew that it was never going to go back to the way it was. nor was there any intention of wanting to. (just me probably) we are always left with just one direction. forward.