mardi, septembre 30

religulous par bill maher

on doit voir ce film. je l'attends avec impatience. je crois qu'il va d'être très important. meme s'il ne va jamais montrer dans les philippines parce que nous sommes après tout une theocracie. il serait consideré une pornographie (depuis il est contre le religion) sous Senate Bill No. 2464: The Anti-Porn Act of ‘08 par mr villar - the catholic pandering fucking senator. je me demande comment les religieux s'en sentiraient. je suppose qu'ils vont juste l'ignorer.

en anglais. one must see this film. i am looking forward to it. i believe that it is going be very important. even if it is not going to be shown is a theocracy such as the philippines. it would be considered pornography (since its against religion) under Senate Bill No. 2464: The Anti-Porn Act of ‘08 by mr villar. i wonder how the religious would feel about it. i supposed that they will just ignore it.

ang mga pilipino kaya? baka harangan na naman ng simbahan ang pagpalabas nito.

lundi, septembre 29

le jardin de thea



c'est le jardin de thea qui j'ai fait le week-end passé. ce n'est pas encore complet. j'ai besoin de mettre du gazon (grass) ou de la fougère (fern), des abeilles (bees), et des papillons (butterflies). du gazon serait le sol. les insectes vont sur les murs. j'aime faire ces projets parce que c'est comme je suis étudiant encore. probablement, l'école me manque? pour la pièce maitresse, j'ai voulu mettre un puits (a well) ou une caricature de thea. ^_^ mais je n'ai plus le temps.

en anglais .. this is thea's garden that i made this weekend. its not yet complete. i needed to put grass and bees and butterflies. i love doing these projects because it is like i am a student again. i probably miss school. for the centerpiece, i wanted to put a well or a caricature of thea but i dont have time anymore. ^_^

plus tard, j'ai entendu qu'elle a reçu un résultat de 18/20. ce n'était pas parfait parce que la professeur a dit que c'était evident que thea n'aide pas pour le faire.

vendredi, septembre 26

après la tempête

comme madame barbara hart (judi dench) dirait dans le film anglais "notes on a scandal", c'est un jour de l'étoile d'or. ^_^ sa wakas pinansin mo na ulit ako. yehey!

j'ai posté ci-dessous les paroles de la chanson. il y a des mots que je ne comprends pas encore ..




Ma fierté sous scellés - my under sealed pride
Ma colère vaincue - my vanquished anger
Ne plus se disperser - no longer breaks up
Tu restes ma dévolue - you remain my entrusted
A nos éclats de voix - to our shouting
Eparpillés - scatter
Je les ai balayés - i have sweeped them
Je veux te retrouver - i want to find you again

{Refrain: x2}
Jusqu'au bout - until the end
J'irai jusqu'au bout - i am going until the end
Pour te retrouver - to find you again
C'est le prix à payer - it is the price to pay

J'ai surmonté l'écueil de l'amertume - i have surpassed the obstacle of bitterness
Ma colère retombée - my fallen anger
Il faut te retrouver - i must find you again
Ce qui semble parfois nous séparer - what seems sometimes to separate us
Nous rapproche souvent - we are often near each other
Je veux te retrouver - i want to find you again

{au Refrain}

Ah strange strange call
Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah

Faisons place à nos cœurs - let us place in our hearts
Parlons sentiments - let us speak of sentiments
Tempérons nos ardeurs - lets chasten our fire (feelings)
Reprenons là où s'est interrompu notre bonheur - let us go back to where we had suspended our happiness

{Refrain2: x2}
Ès ou ka tann mwen
Tann mwen, tan mwen
Ès ou ka tann mwen, tann

lundi, septembre 22

kate chopin: the awakening

je suis en train de lire des nouvelles (short stories) de kate chopin. une écrivaine qui a véçu à la fin des annees dix-huit cents, la même temps comme josé rizal - le héro national de notre pays!.

la première nouvelle est intitulé "the awakening", notamment sa meilleur oeuvre. the awakening raconte d'une histoire de madame edna pontellier qui vient de liberer soi-même de la prison de société .

edna lived in a time when women were considered property, when it was necessary to depend on being married to someone to provide for them, when women were restricted to the home and the kitchen, when women were in all respects functions primarily to provide assurance for the next generations - a baby factory. i am tempted to point out that this is a time that could describe the present as well. how ironic and horrible isn't it? but no, i am referring to the late 1800s.

some points i gathered from the short story - le réveil:

1. perception only .. french créole society has similarities to pinoy high society as it exists as a microcosm.
2. infidelity was accepted if it does not cause a scandal.
3. the key to freedom is financial independence.
4. people do not own people. we are only in as much as we want ourselves to be.
5. i do not like the ending. i do not see the necessity of commiting suicide at the advent of her liberation from social bonds. maybe i misunderstood it? edna strikes me as someone who is strong but unless kate chopin meant to potray love as something that weakens people, both men and women. then maybe it makes sense. oops spoiler! ^_^. More here.

DIMANCHE
petit déjeuner) du café, du pain, du riz, de la viande
déjeuner) du riz, nilagang baka,
diner) du riz, nilagang baka

LUNDI
petit déjeuner) du café, du riz, de la viande (tocino)
déjeuner) du riz, chicken curry, une banane
diner) shrimp with egg rice

MARDI
petit déjeuner) rambutan 1 kilo, du café
déjeuner) du riz, kare-kare
diner) du riz, hotdog, chicken adobo

MECREDI
petit déjeuner) ..
déjeuner) j'ai oublié
diner) bicol express, du riz, pepsi

JEUDI
petit déjeuner) je ne l'a pas prends
déjeuner) bopis, du riz, 7up
diner) adobong isaw, du riz, royal

SINABI NANG WAG KA NA MAG SOFRDRINKS MAX!!!! PAKSHET!

dimanche, septembre 21

bon souvenirs

le weekend, c'était un privilege quand j'ai appris le filipino et la mathématique à ma niece et au mon neveu. dans la photo, c'est mon petit frère et mon neveu.

pour ma niece je lui ai appris le genre des noms et des énigmes. je n'avais pas su qu'on a des genre des nom en filipino. hindi ko nga alam na meron pa lang kasarian din ang mga pangalan sa wikang filipino tulad ng mga pangalan sa wikang pranses. may panlalaki, pambabae, walang kasarian at di tiyak. hindi kaya hango ito sa kastila? je m'ai même amusé les énigme (mga bugtong). sa totoo nakalimutan ko na nga yung mga bugtong. kailangan kong mag google upang mahanap ang mga sagot. ang sabi ko na lang kay thea ay. pasensya ka na mababaw na ang kaalaman namin sa wikang filipino (kahit sa ingles mababaw din hehe).

par exemples
1. dumaan si tarzan, bumuka ang daan (secret)
2. isang balong malalim, puno ng patalim. (secret)

pour mon neveu, je l'ai aidé avec un problème de mathématique. je lui ai donné la formule. mais depuis il est très intelligent comme ses parents surtout sa mère (ma soeur), c'était très facile pour lui. impressionnant!

par exemples
discount rate x mark price = discount price
mark price - discount price = net price

biglang ko namiss ang pagaaral. bigla kong namiss ang aking kabataan. tiguang na gyud ko. l'école et ma jeunesse me manquent soudainement. je suis vraiment vieux (soupire) .. la famille pour moi signifie bon souvenirs.

vendredi, septembre 19

pauvre garçon

there are few blogs that are positive out there. i know mine's become a dump of what's wrong. i was a little hesitant when a friend asked me to vote for i suppose the best blog for a blog awards. if i had my pick id pick something more controversial and closer to my politics. however this friend gave me a somewhat compelling reason to vote otherwise. it's become part of the proverbial battle between good and evil. good being in the form of this blog - batangyagit a blog with a positive message. we could sure use more of it these days.

after voting, i remain a skeptic. my idea of the best blog would have more substance. none of the nominees seem to fit this criteria. i looked through the list of nominees and each does not seem to be any more or less special than this one. i would not be surprised if this site wins though. most people are good natured and they are partial to the idea of helping without commitment. it saves them the guilt of not being at the forefront.

who ever this poor boy is. if it is true then that's great. if it isn't then i just partook in an award scam of sorts. héhéhé. kidding. my friend is going to burn me at the stake for even thinking this. pure of heart i am not. ^_^

check it out et dis moi ce que tu en penses?

mercredi, septembre 17

evolution gagne

i deleted my friendster account. no reason. i don't need it.
je n'ai plus besoin d'un compte de friendster. j'ai supprimé le mien.

i personally know of several (catholics and christians) who still cling on opposing science. i suppose they need to update their beliefs on account of their respective leaders having had a change of mind already. as usual .. silly theists ..

Charles Darwin to receive apology from the Church of England for rejecting evolution. The apology, which has been written by the Rev Dr Malcolm Brown, the Church's director of mission and public affairs, says that Christians, in their response to Darwin's theory of natural selection, repeated the mistakes they made in doubting Galileo's astronomy in the 17th century.

Pope Benedict admits evidence for evolution. “This clash is an absurdity because on one hand there is much scientific proof in favour of evolution, which appears as a reality that we must see and which enriches our understanding of life and being as such.”

mardi, septembre 16

l'amour sanglant

comme moi, il y a beaucoup de gens qui pourraient comprendre du message de cette chanson. la chanson est vraiment magnifique mais en plus, regarde à la chanteuse! grabeh. elle est absolument jolie!! elle est anglaise!! et ses yeux ont l'air de la souffrance et de l'humilité. quelle couleur sont ses yeux?

i just hope she remains pure and away from the corruption that comes with being a celebrity.



Closed off from love I didn't need the pain
Once or twice was enough and it was all in vain
Time starts to pass before you know it you're frozen

But something happened for the very first time with you
My heart melted to the ground found something true
And everyone's looking around thinking I'm going crazy

But I don't care what they say, I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away but they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vain that I keep on closing

You cut me open and I
Keep bleeding keep keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding I keep keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding keep keep bleeding love
You cut me open

Trying hard not to hear but they talk so loud
Their piercing sounds fill my ears, try to fill me with doubt
Yet I know that the goal is to keep me from falling

But nothing's greater than the rush that comes with your embrace
And in this world of loneliness I see your face
Yet everyone around me thinks that I'm going crazy
Maybe, maybe

But I don't care what they say, I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away but they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vain that I keep on closing

You cut me open and I
Keep bleeding keep keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding I keep keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding keep keep bleeding love
You cut me open

And it's draining all of me
Oh, they find it hard to believe
I'll be wearing these scars for everyone to see

I don't care what they say, I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away but they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vain that I keep on closing

You cut me open and I
Keep bleeding keep keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding I keep keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding keep keep bleeding love

You cut me open and I
Keep bleeding, keep keep bleeding love
I Keep bleeding,I keep keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding, keep keep bleeding love

You cut me open and I
Keep bleeding, keep keep bleeding love

lundi, septembre 15

l'amour continue ..



we have not spoken in days. it has been very difficult for me that nothing is resolved. nothing is discussed. i do not want us to live in anger, in blame, in resentments. i am convinced that this is what you want (for me to move out of the apartment). and inevitably what i have to accept. i have started to move my stuff out. first my clothes. later my books. then later the furnitures. i am thinking it will take 2 to 3 weeks to move out everything. the future is uncertain but everything is going to be up to us. you know where to find me when you are ready to talk. if not then i have to accept that it ends here. take care of yourself. i am sorry if you feel you made a mistake allowing me in your life. i enjoyed our time together. especially the laughter. i wish you happiness. bon courage ..

the moment i clicked on send. my minds flooded with doubts. am i making the right decision. i feel like i am abandoning you. i have to keep in mind the things that were said and done on that fateful night. the night when you slapped me. when i was only trying to get my keys inside the room. i thought that was it. i am torn now. my mind is pulling me to what is the logical course. i have to stick to the logical course.

i could not believe we did not work. i thought love was enough. but there were issues. bagagges. things that were not apparent when we first decided to be together. which i chose to ignore all this time because i thought. well. i thought wrong. i was naive. i thought things will just work itself out. now i have to let go of everything about you. the laughter. the good times. your smile. your eyes. your warmth. your anger. your pain. the whole of you. i wish i was the one to make things right in your life even though it was a foolish notion to begin with. i wanted to take care of you. my feelings were real. we were real.

deep sigh.

listening now to this song which i think you know about. i know you keep michel bublé songs somewhere. in your psp? maybe. i miss you already. i am not afraid to declare and i might have made another mistake this time. and im probably going to regret it. there is no turning back now is it? the point of no return. just let it go max.

i want to cry but i am at work. what have i done? i asked myself. i realise that i have turn against my word yet again i promised never to abandon you and here i am doing exactly that. but there was but one choice to take. your exact words where "namatay na lahat ng pagmamahal ko sa iyo" .. i have to hold on to those words. that i had no choice but this one. a part of me does not want to believe in those words. i am thinking this is what is best for both of us. maybe more for me. i can't cry. maybe a smoke? no. i worked so hard to quit smoking. i have to keep calm. calmes-toi max. la vie continue.

LUNDI

petit déjeuner) du riz, du calamar séché
déjeuner) du riz et dinogoan (de la soup de sang de couchon .. yikes mais je l'aime bien!) et 7up soupire.
diner) 2 piece chicken mcdo meal (junk food)

MARDI

petit déjeuner) du pain (wheat bread), du café
déjeuner) du riz, du gésier (balonbalonan ng manok), 1 cigarette
diner)

vendredi, septembre 12

visual web developer 2008

petite déjeuner) du riz, de la poisson séché, du calamar séché, de la viande (ham), et du café.
déjeuner) du riz, des légumes, sinigang, karekareng gulay, et mango crèpe.
diner) de la poisson, du riz

now that i am going to try to work for TKC again. i am downloading the lastest (FREE) express tools from microsoft. it will help me develop web applications that run on the .NET 3.5 framework.

1. visual web developer 2008
2. ajax.net tool kit for those super amazing controls!
3. how to set it up complete with installing project templates and control toolbox in visual web developer 2008.
4. .NET 3.5 framework for some reason it is failing to install on my machine ..

mercredi, septembre 10

la seule chose qui compte

petit déjeuner) des raisins et une autre poire
déjeuner) du riz, binagoongan (paté), 7 up (ne bois plus jamais de soda!!!). mais dans l'après-midi, des amis au travail m'ont donné des restes chinoix (leftovers) et je ne pourrais rien mais commence en manger.
diner) des nouilles (noodles) et coke (ça suffit avec le soda MAX!!!)

j'étais malade du temps. il faisait pleut l'entière semaine et mon petit ange m'a ordonné que je dois partir parce que c'était le weekend de nettoyage. j'ai décidé d'aller chez mes parents.

la seule chose qui compte (the only thing that counts) - j'aime cette chanson. si simple. si geniale. si sincère. j'ai écrit ci-dessous ses paroles. je suppose que la chanson parlait d'amour. sa tingin ko ang pagibig lamang ang nagpapasaya sa tao. wala ng iba. pero mahirap kasi sukatin ang "saya". mahirap di siyang bigyan ng payak ng kahulugan.



Voilà le jour qui se lève, qu'est-ce que ça peut faire s'il pleut ?
(there the sunrise goes, what can that do if it's raining?)

Je me souviens de ton rêve, j'ai la musique dans les yeux,
(i remember your dream, i have music in your eyes)

Y a mille façons de mourir, qu'une seule façon d'être heureux…
(there a thousand ways to die, only one way of being happy)

[chorus]
Et c'est la seule chose qui compte,
C'est la seule chose qui compte, écoute-moi, (listen to me)
C'est la seule chose qui compte,
C'est la seule chose qui compte…

Écoute, le bruit de la vie,
(listen, the sounds of life)

Regarde, c'est de la magie…
(look, it is magic)

Comme les animaux vont boire, sur ces territoires immenses,
(as animals going to drink on their immense territories)

On se croise dans des couloirs, d'amour en coïncidences,
(one meets coincidentally in the corridors of love)

En rêvant que le hasard devient providence…
(while dreaming, chance becomes provident *guided?*)

[chorus]

[chorus]

lundi, septembre 8

la gifle (slap)

another amateurish attempt at painting where itry to not-draw (negative painting technique) streaming water coming out of the sides of a rocky hill. the colors all dark from MS office picture manager tool. the painting is a lot lighter in reality. it is a simple metaphor to where i am right now rocky but refreshing and where i am going - l'inconnu. je suis à la dérive (adrift) sans mon ange. tu me manques ...

j'ai menti à toi. je suis vraiment désolé. j'ai tort. je souhaite que je t'ai dit juste la vérité entière. pardonne-moi mon petit ange. je sais que je ne merite pas de toi. il n'y aucun justifications. je ne vais jamais mentir à toi. jamais encore. je suis arrogant et égoiste. je dis que je n'ai que 500 mais la vérité était que j'ai eu 2 milles. j'ai menti parce que (je suis stupid) j'ai pensé que tu avais poursuivi mon argent. je sais maintenant que j'étais d'etre avide. je suis avide et infantile. je vais changer. cela je promets. reaccepte-moi. je suis rien sans toi. veuillez me donner une autre chance. je t'aime .. ang tanga tanga (x100) ko.

j'ai décidé que je vais commencer un compte-rendu des choses que je mange tous les jours. selon le site que je viens de lire, il va m'aider perdre le poids. je m'ai vu dans le miroir. je suis grotesque. :(


nakilaro ako ng luxor (laro sa psp) kaninang buntag. i wonder kung magalit yung may-ari kasi naubos ko yung life sa isang stage. tinigilan ko na nung 1 na lang natirang extra life. ang hirap kasi eh. patay na naman ako. tapos isa pang malas. bigla na lang namatay yung monitor ko sa bahay. sigh. sa bagay talagang matagal na yung monitor na yun eh. ano kayang mabili. wala pa naman akong masyadong budget sa ngayon. bahala na.

petit déjeuner) 2 four seasons fit n right (90,90) = [180],3 hopia mongo [?]
déjeuner) 1 fried tilapia, du riz, pancit molo (side dish), water, hopia mongo (dessert), du café
diner)de la poire (peras),des raisins (ubas)

vendredi, septembre 5

les vannes de législation en faveur de réligieux

From the council of secular humanism Vol.4 No.9  [snip] Some people are very optimistic about an impending expansion of secularism in American culture. I am afraid that I do not share this optimism. The only way that secularism stands a chance is if we continue to have in place a Supreme Court that continuously says, as has been the case since 1947, that no branch of government can favor the believer over the nonbeliever. Once a new Court majority would allow branches of government to favor belief, collectively, over nonbelief, the floodgates of religion-favoring legislation would open in virtually every state.

this is most distressing. being at what is most certainly be the onset of the dark ages. this has lead me to think about how fragile our freedoms are.

mardi, septembre 2

ma nouvelle trousse

ces sont photos aleatoire qui j'ai pris en utilisant mon portable. (1) two taxis waiting to make a few bucks by contracting passengers. this was at the height of the storm when people are lined up in front of greenbelt for cabs. ang kakapal ng mukha. why is it legal for them to do it? where do we complain? (2) this is neo neo in mabolo cebu where we ate kitong (rabbit fish). my personal favorite. gi-sugbang ug gi-tinowang kitong. (3) et finalement, ma nouvelle trousse ..



je suppose que tout le monde a installé le navigatuer de google - google chrome. voici ce que j'en pense. j'aime l'apparence et j'aime les nouvelles fonctions qu'il offre aux utilisateurs.

1. on trouve les pages les plus visitées.
2. dans les langues, on peut choisir ma langue maternelle le filipino (et le français!!).
3. on peut ouvrir automatiquement des pages spécifique pendant le demarrage qui j'a trouve d'etre très utile.
4. etc .. etc .. GOOGLE ça déchire!!